have you ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever)

Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you dont know what to say and you dont know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever (Have you ever)
Have you ever

Ooooh
Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to 
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much) it makes you cry
(Makes you wanna break down and cry)
Have you ever needed something so bad(so, so bad) you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
(Have you ever)
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever ever ever)

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much) it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever...

Loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
(Just cant sleep at night)
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever ever ever)
Ooooo
Have you ever

UNconditional Love

I do not know anything about love.

I'm single, always want serious relationship with the one. I'm tired of freaking out to be left and i'm lonely, hard to admit but yes i do feel lonely sometimes.

Is it so hard to have unconditional love?  why is it called love when its conditional?

Have you ever feel terribly mad when you feel like you do everything for him, but you think he/she's not?
Is it called conditional?
When he/ she does something that really doesn't come from his heart, do you feel like crushed? can you still love him/ her?

Anyhow.. at this point I really don't believe in anything called true love, except love from God.

places i want to be and place now i am

That's one thing that crossed my mind when i pick title THAT GROOVY PLACE. Groovy means enjoyable, excellent, humorous, anything-everything that make you feel enjoy and relax. Sounds fun, hey?

So i hope this would be our groovy place, where we can enjoy ourselves in imaginary world ( haha)-just a sweet escape that i'm trying to create - coz regarding our work, sometimes we can't be where we want to be. So here we are..in our groovy place... ta daaaa.  

Places i want to be are .... 

* Beach, beautiful beach with its white sand and lovely scenery during sunset. I'm thinking of walking down the beach wearing my casual big shirt, just walking, enjoying the breeze. Snorkeling and diving, if possible, i always wandering about underwater world. I joined the diving lessons but never make it there. Don't ask me why..

* Paris!!!!! and Rome..

I love their culture, and their food...oooohh so goooood, 4 thumbs up i may say. in the world of culinary arts, i would say.. they are the best, French cuisine and Italian

* My bedroom

Sleeping and drooling (oh..thats nasty) not drooling in that kind of way of course. My bedroom is the most comfortable and safest place i ever have in earth, stupid fascinating fact that i feel, remembering that its not earthquake-proof or fireproof

* Somewhere high enough to see down, enjoying the wonderful scenery, city lights maybe and lots of wind. I love wind, it makes me feel free...

OK, enough the daydreaming for now- the fact is now i am at my working place, this is the place that i will enjoy for the next 10 hours today - i should make my working place now as my groovy place :) sounds creepy but that how life works, 72 hours a week, here we go.... just adapt and you'll survive.

Hey, tell me about your groovy place.. 

-M-